mjae

One M's Musings and Occasional Insights

Friday, July 30, 2010

The Space Inside*

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“ Tell me what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life ?” – Mary Oliver, “The Summer Day”  Pay attention (work hard),  res...
Thursday, July 29, 2010

Release

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In yoga we learn that our thoughts and feelings line our joints like hard water deposits. I never give this much thought, partly because I...
Monday, July 19, 2010

Weather or not to be

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The rain, staccato in me, drums past any knowing of the first drop. Shifting puddles cannot reflect their source. Instead of a steady beat l...

Pre-resigned

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Until the pebble settles on my last rib, I breathe around the empty space at my core. I am not yet resigned to what’s next. Without knowing...
Thursday, May 27, 2010

Existentialism vs. Job Hunting

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Lately I've been thinking about how the existentialists got things right. I'm struck these days by the absurdity of our lives - the...
Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Blessings

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With much calmed, what I have to say is this: Thank the gods for Netflix Instant Viewing. As my husband would say, I am not an early adopte...
Monday, July 27, 2009

Hot, Calm Night

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Realizing again how much the world is governed by entropy. Being a homeowner really keeps this foremost in one's thoughts. The carpet ...
Friday, July 24, 2009

Mommy Moment

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Let me start by acknowledging that I've always struggled separating "real" emotions from chemically-induced similacra of feeli...
Sunday, July 12, 2009

Self-Portrait by David Whyte

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It doesn't interest me if there is one God or many gods. I want to know if you belong or feel abandoned. If you know despair or can see ...
Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Finding Stillness

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I've been thinking lately about singing meditation, mostly because the only time I have to connect with my deeper side on a daily basis ...
Saturday, May 16, 2009

Umea Comes

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Umea was born six weeks ago on April 3. We've made it this far, and I'm just starting to feel that we're getting used to each o...
Friday, November 14, 2008

Push and Pull

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It's interesting to me how being pregnant has affected my relationships. I'm suddenly much closer to my stepmom, who's been the...
Thursday, October 30, 2008

Any Night - Phillip Levine

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Look, the eucalyptus, the Atlas pine, the yellowing ash, all the trees are gone, and I was older than all of them. I am older than the moon,...

Clearing the Pile

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I'm definitely seeking solace these days. What is it about us that sends us seeking ourselves at every turn in our lives? Or is that sp...

On Prayer - Czeslaw Milosz

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You ask me how to pray to someone who is not. All I know is that prayer constructs a velvet bridge And walking it we are aloft, as on a spri...
Tuesday, October 21, 2008

No Time for Introspection

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Suddenly find myself in an internal cycle once again. I should be able to recognize the signs by now, but ... life is too immediate to see ...
Friday, April 25, 2008

Navajo Chant

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I see the Earth I am looking at Her and smile Because she makes me happy. The Earth, looking back at me Is smiling, too. May I walk happily ...
Wednesday, April 23, 2008

couple(t) - Chris Blakeley

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three blocks later they're still kissing

Reincarnation - Phebe Jewell

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When I am born again make me a drum, make me an anchor of rhythm for your hands. Make my song break locks, open windows, fill bellies. ...

Why Dreams Are Like Babies -- Erin Malone

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Otherworldly, they may be naked & speaking a language you can’t understand. They test you on long division. You’re unprepared— This o...
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